of maybes, uncertainty and certain impending doom

Just when I thought I could've finally settle down and take my time to sort everything out, the flood gates open again.

Will I be strong enough to fight through this?

I am just managing to keep my head afloat.

But would it be just a matter of time before I drown?



p.s. did I mention I can't swim? :S

私はあなたに値しないよ。